Laying in bed!

I love technology sometimes. Like… There’s an app for everything, including writing on my blog. But I’ve known that for a long time, but didn’t really bother with it until now. I’m really tired, want to go to bed, but at the same time want to wait until Eric is free so I can have my quick bed time talk with him! My problem solving for this was to post on my very neglected blog.

I really don’t think anyone reads ut anymore, and if anyone does, it’s news to me… But Emmie has helped me through so much and ifs there when I’m the most alone person in the world, so I really don’t want to stop paying. Anyway.

So, I’m nervous and excited about school that starts on Monday. I’m taking five classes and it’s a condensed semester, so I’m going to fucking die. But I’m taking computer classes which is really because I haven’t for a year and a half or something. Hopefully it’ll go well :)

Today I had an anxiety freak out because I parked crooked, was too close to the car on my right, tried redoing it multiple times, and my mom ended up redoing it for me, it took me like an hour and a half to calm down.

Work is kind of exciting because opportunities are presenting themselves to me, however it means I’m working my ass off in order to get these opportunities, which I actually probably feel better about life because it feels like it has more purpose since I’m actually am an asset to the company.

Eric is calling! Bye!

2 thoughts on “Laying in bed!”

  1. So I still check your blog. Not every day, not even every week, but I still do. I smile when I see you post something happy (like getting your driver’s license, which I’ve been putting off) and it makes me sad when you post something depressing (my most sincere condolences for your grandmother and dog). Oddly enough, I’m typing this while I’m in your mumble in the same channel as you, but I always find that I’m more eloquent and nice in text rather than speech (and you’re not talking either, but I promise I won’t hold it against you). I’m probably not your biggest fan or your most interesting, but I try to be among the ones you dislike the least. Anyways, if you ever need somebody to talk to and have run out of better alternatives, you can always email me at I usually check it at around 5:30 pm EST and pretty often afterwards until midnight or so on weekdays. On weekends, I check it almost constantly while I’m awake. Anyways, my nighttime zombification is almost complete. I hope to see the email about you streaming soon!

  2. Also, it would be absolutely awesome of you to not post that to the general public, with my email and all on it.

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