I had recorded a video of me talking about what’s wrong, but it wouldn’t post so I think it was too long. The Gods like you people who take your time here! It was an 8 minute video which ended up with me crying! hallejuah you were not subjected to it.
Summary – When I lay in bed at night, I generally always end up thinking about death on some level or another. I worry about how I’ll function when this person or that person, or this pet or that pet dies. Sometimes I dwell so much and get so scared of the eventuality of death that I cry myself to sleep. My video essentially talked about my worries and concerns about my mental health as I think about these things every night. Every night. I explained how I was not depressed lately, or even overly stressed even though I have lots to be stressed about. I then went on to explain how I don’t trust mental health doctors simply because of the complexity of the brain; it makes me feel like they can’t possibly know what’s really wrong with me.
Anyway. The video went into more detail, but I should’ve gone to bed a long time ago.
-Alyx
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